Whoo *sarcasm*

eh I hate sadness. I am saddened. I will try to be happy but the sadness is over-whelming. I think I'm gonna call my mommy when i get to Max's later. I hope she handled this well. I don't think I can even handle knowing the funeral was today!! AAHH!! *cries* whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! =[[[[[[[ so like yeah its hard for me.
*cries more* cry cry cry!! ehhhhhhhhh. sickish feelings.
Random Poem:

The sadness falls over me
Like darkness falls over day.
I can't bear this pain;
It's hurting me.
And then I fall down
With the pain in my heart.
It attacks me fast
Then slowly leaves.
But the scar it left will always be there.

~~Angel