LET GO
Love turns to loved
Happy turns to sad
Social turns to alone
Canfident turns to scared
Hopeful turns to hopeless
We turn into nothing.
Almost like we never exsisted.
I should move on
but I know I'll never
Let go.
He's still in my heart
On my mind
In my soul.
But I should do what's right
and move on.
Let him live his life
without me.
Don't let him hurt
the one he's with.
Just let go.
~~Angel
Broken Hearts Club here.
Life is in the midst of...I don't know right now.
Well, I talked to Robby last night...I'm so confused. He confuses me. And makes me sad. And frustrates me. I hate love. Love is for losers. I am no loser. I don't need love...of maybe I do...maybe that's why I...*small voice* cut again last night. I'm so sorry. I just need help!! What do I do? Please someone help me? Please oh, please, just someone help me! I'm BEGGING for someone to help me right now. I keep pushing everyone away that wants to help, and I don't listen to their advice. All this anger is built up inside of me and it won't come out unless I make it bleed out!! I'm so confused and lost. Maybe Max and help me. Max, oh, Max, my sister, my friend, my refuge. I go to you for help. I don't listen and this is the price I pay. Please help me one last time. I swear I'll listen this time just help me...please? *cries* okay, I'm not really crying, but I want to soooooooo bad right now, but I'm in the middle of class so I won't.
Well, I'll try to be okay and smile.
.:Smile:. for me, the world is round.
~~Angel [depressed...idk]
About Me
- [A]ngel {of} [M]usic
- I love music!! It totally rocks my socks. specially Good Charlotte!! Whoo music & friends/family!! @->--[rose] ~~Angel
5 comments:
i wanna help! just give me the time and place!!!! i am depressed tht u *cough*cut*cough* again, but i know u didnt want 2. i understand. but love isnt for loosers, it is just that it is only loosers that fall in love(im one of those loosers)but trust me... some day, u will find that special someone, who will make u feel right, and happy, and make everything right in ur world. if not now, find it in ur friends. we care for u, and dont want u 2 hurt anymore.
You really need help Brittney. Pretty soon this is going to get out of control, it already is. And Joey you know it too so dont say she'll get through it herself because she would have by now. I only say that because I care
I am through it. Its just when I get REAAAAALLY upset about something I'll do it. I HARDLY ever do it. I understand, I need help, and I'm getting it from my friends. I know u all care...I just don't know what's going on okay? I'll figure it out. I promise. kk? Its not like I am depressed all day. I'm just kinda sad today, but I'll be okay later.
if i couldnt help i dont think any of ur friends can...its time to confess to ur parents like i said when we were together...i no u dont want to and no ur doing GREAT with all this but u need one last push from ur parents...and im sorry for making u sad and stuff...im still thinking and im having ups and downs atm...anyways i love u and always will...i mean u WERE my first kiss, real dance, and love...=)
i am better and i don't need the parents to get involved. it allllll over now. cuz i've moved on too.
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