Monday, March 31, 2008

*SIGH*

Angel is emo depressed and angry at the world.

Last night I thought about doing it again...but I didn't. Because of my Nana. I wouldn't want her to see me the way I am. It hurts ME to see me the way I am. I am soooooooo angry at soooooo many things. Ugh!

Okay, here's what I don't get: Robby said he still loves me. But he likes Cayla and wants to "try to go out with her." But he also said, and I quote, "It'll only last a couple days." SO WHY THE F*CK ARE YOU DATING HER????????!!!!!! wow! People are so dumb! Oh, and last night, he was like, "Will you wait for me?" Ummmm, NO! I mean, sure, if I KNOW things aren't going to work out with them, but I mean, seriously! If she's supposedly liked him for four years, Its obvious their relatoinship won't only last "a few days" it'll last a lot loonger, so no, I won't. But just so you know, I still love him, but I am NOT going to sit around all emo and sh!t waiting for them to break up! NO! I will not allow that! I am going to be positive and happy from tomorrow on. Yes, I said tomorrow. I just want to day to end and never come back. So I am going to be negative today, sorry. but I will be better. I won't try to do anything I swear! So, have a great life with Cayla, Robby!

ILY to mah BFF's!!
~~Angel [emo depressed but working on getting HAPPY! =]]
.:Smile:. The world hasn't been blown up by yours truly...yet.

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