Please, don't get mad at me!!! I'm going to tell all of you something I truly regret. I did it again last night. I cut. And it WASN'T because of you all know who! It was because of all the stupid things I've done. Here's the 5 most stupidest things I've ever done in no particular order (Except for the first one):
1. Let my parents yell at my brother the way they do and treat him like sh!t!!!! They treat him like he should know what he's doing is wrong when he doesn't know its wrong.
2. Ask Nate out
3. Didn't stand up for myself against him.
4. Break up with Robby and let this mess happen.
5. For cutting the first time and again last night.
I'm sorry to all my friends who had to read that but I HAD to get it out!!! I'm soooooooo soooooooo sorry but I won't do it again I promise!!!!!!
I cried last night after I cut though. I was thinking about my Nana and how she's in Heaven looking down at me and seeing me cutting myself and hurting myself. I feel so horrible and I wish I hadn't done it. So I started crying after I did it because I thought of her looking down at me hurting inside and out. I'm sorry Nana, I wish I could take it back, but i knopw I can't. I love you and miss you.
I MISS YOU, ANNE LOUISE MOOERS: MARCH 3RD, 2008. YOUR MEMORY LIVES WITH ME!!!!!
Try to .:Smile:. The world is still round and it hasn't exploded yet.
~~Angel [Strangly happy after what happened to me last night/kinda depressed]
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angel.... i understand wat u did, and y u did it. ive done it one too many times to 'rip u a new arse' about it(just a saying) and i understand the pain and confusion u went through. i once did it when i was nine. i had been friends with a girl 4 3 yrs, and we wanted to be friends 4ever. we cut a part of our hands, and let blood flow into eachother's hands. 2 weeks l8r, she got hit by a car and died. <(
*gasp* i;m not even kiding i just gasped. didn't you hear me? well anyway, I'M SO SORRY!!!!!!! =[[[[[ thats sad. =[
yeah, i heard and it looked like u were about to melt in an ocean of tears!!!lol
Brittney you said you were getting better. :(
she is.. it wuz just a slip
yesh, just a slip. I promise. I haven't done it since then and i won't again cuz i realize it was bad. okay? i promise!
Hi, It's Emilie Steinwachs, U do kno me. How du find me.
i found u from gabby's blog.
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