Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Help Me!

I cut again.
Now I wish I could bleed. Why? I'm bleeding inside.I'm still upset I've been cutting so I do it again. That's another reason why I want to bleed.
The, 2 nights ago, my great grandmother died. I never really got to say god-bye, so I did it again.
And to top it all off, I feel like my friends don't care!! Nudge was listening until Max walked up and then it's like, "Angel who?" So idk wtf is up with that.
I haven't cried yet. Is that normal?
~~Angel

4 comments:

Ari 2 said...

do u really think I DONT CARE?! of corse i care. i dont want u to do that because i know how it feels. i never told u this, but i dod it in 6+7 grades. it is addicting

xoxlilolixox said...

Brit! i'm here and im sry if it felt like i was avodding u 4 Max.... IM SRY!!! thats not how it is at all! i love u sooooo much sister! i no how it feels and stuff u no i did it.... and ^^^ wow joey u did??!?!?!?!^^^^ but im sry i didnt mean to act that way! im sry i loverz u!!! talk to meh whenever! i dont mind! i want to talk about it! and Joey's rite it is addictive!

Ari said...

who is that? Liz? i know how u feel. that u are so depressed, and different, and that u need to cut to feel anythging, but u have friends who love you.

Dezzy Wezzy said...

hey you neva told meh until i read ur flippin blog... thanx 4 tellin me...