I'm baaaaack!

We had our laptops taken away and I didn't know if I could go on here at home. I guess I can. =]
Well, school ends tomorrow, June 16th. I'm VERY sad, cause I just met two awesome people like two and three days before school ends! One is Michelle and she's REALLY nice and funny, and we share a couple things in common.
The other peson is Eric and he's really nice, too. He goes on Nudge's bus and helped me out w/ stuff.
Well, g2g and like cry or something cause I'm not going o Nudge's tomorrow cause her mom is stubborn!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! I don't want to go to my cousis or to the HS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye,
Angel out

omg

i did it! well me and nudge did it. we auditioned. "we lived" through it=]. i am still freaked out!! eeeeeek!!!!!!

"You may have to fight a battle more than once to win it."
Margaret Thatcher

cool quote. thats me right there. =]

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0=] Angel

k, here's more on the day. it is 12:31 pm and i worte the other part at...11 something. anyways...
if you thought your friends were amazing and they REALLY cared about you, and you wanted to ask a specific somebody something, and you said, well, i don't know how to, and then they went and asked them for you after you said you wanted to do it yourself. would you say they were good friends? yeah, didn't think so.
sorry, rant over.
my life sucks =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

happy happy joy joy
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0=] Angel

yay!!

auditions for the talent show are today!!!!!! i'm so excited there in the class after this one for me!!!!!! can't wait!!! =]]]]]]]]
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0=]Angel

Confusing stuff

Love sucks. I hate it. I am never going to fall in love again.
I went to Robby's last night and we talked about stuff. It sucks though, because I think I like him again! But I still like someone else, too. My life is falling apart right now. I can't go out with him again, he will destroy my life like he did before. It all is horrible.
*screams* This sucks!!!!!!!!! I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!!!! =[
"If love does not know how to give and take without restrictions, it is not love, but a transaction that never fails to lay stress on a plus and a minus."

*sigh* Well, here's a poem for yas.

Lost
I'm running in circles
And getting no where
I'm screaming for help
And getting none
I'm going crazy
All alone
I'm running away
And getting lost
I'm afraid to love
I'm afraid to get hurt
I'm digging my grave
Deeper by the minute
Deeper by the second
With every step I take
With every word I speak
With every breath I take
Losing hope
And losing you
I'm running straight ahead
But I keep getting lost
I keep walking down the wrong path
Going in circles
Getting lost
In the tangle of lies
In the tangle of hope
In the tangle of regret
I am lost and getting no where
I am lost and getting no where
I am lost
I am gone
And I can't be found
I am lost
~~Angel/BJT/Colimba/Pocahontis =]

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0=]Angel0=]
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P.S. I didn't slap Kaila. And here's my poem blog: http://poems-from-angel.blogspot.com/ =]]]]]]]]

lol

new nickname from max, des, and pathfinder group! I am Pocahontis!!!! lol. we were trying to figure out who would be what character from disney. and i am pocahontis.
i should totally make a new blog just for my poems...i might just do that ya know. so heads up, if i meantion any thing about it, then go check out my poems kk? thanks in advance.
read the poem in last poem. be a critic, please, criticize it!! pleeeeeeease???? thanks again in advance. =]
feeling okay today. so far. it is only the morning.
next week pathfinders goes on the week long trip. we are going to moosehead lake and hiking and canoing and its going to be funn!!!!!!!!!!
yay! okis, anyways,

@->-- Angel
Colimba @->--
@->-- Pocahontis =]

P.S. I am about to slap Kaila in the face.

is something wrong with me?

i'm getting help, but i'm still depressed. and yes, i know i am, cuz i looked up the symptoms and i have more than 5 of the first set and 4 of 5 in the kids set. so...somethings up with me. which sucks.
anyways. here's a loooooong poem i wrote:

Untitled

living in this scary life
being pushed down to the ground
being kicked around
being hurt and scarred
never knowing what is right
not knowing what is wrong
hurting inside
bleeding outside
hating all that is there
precious moments
turn to dust
beneath my shining eyes
that don’t cry tears
or hope or love
not crying at all
where is my life
where has it gone
i do not know
anymore
i’m falling into a hole
digging my grave deeper
not knowing when
or how
its going to happen
i’m dying hopelessly
never knowing
what is going on around me
who to trust
who to love
who to turn to
where do i go
there’s no where left
there’s no where to run
no where to hide
so what do i do
i can’t just give up
and i can’t keep going
what else is there to do
but suffer
suffering in this world
all alone
and not wondering
what will happen tomorrow
i’ll just let it happen
there’s no stopping fate
i lived my life
as happy as i could
until it fell apart
my world is collapsing
i’m losing it all
i’m losing my faith in everything
i’ve lost my closest friends
nothing’s right anymore
nothing was ever right before
a war has started
a battle begun
and i can’t fight
when i’m in too much pain
i can’t fight
when i have nothing to fight with
how can i win
when there’s no reason to
there’s no reason to fight
so i just give in
i just give up
i surrender
give in to the pain
that surrounds me

~~Brittany J. T.
Angel
Colimba

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ladida

In science. No teacher. People are playing cards at the table in front of mine. And playing randomly annoying music. I am mad at two people. They are being *censored* *censored* *censored*!!!!!! Use your imagination there people, kay?
Life is a bit better.
I love everyone of my friends and they rock and I love them and I want to hug them so tight I sqeeze their brains out...LOL.
Okay...Bored. Everyone is going to be taking a retake on a test and I got a 94 so I don't have to. Yay me, I'm smart!
Me and Nudge are probably doing a talent show together. We are going to sing We Live. We have a solo each.
V1 = me solo
Choruses = both
V2 = both, we may split it up.
V3 = Nudge

There's a cross
On the side of the road
Where a mother lost her son
How could she know
That the morning he left
Would be their last time
She'd trade with him for a little more time
So she could say she loved him one last time
And hold him tight
Cause with life
We never know
When we're coming up to
The end of the road.
So what do we do then
With tragedy around the bend?

(Chorus X2)
We live
we love
we forgive and never give up
Cause the days we are given
Are gifts from above
And today we remember to live and to love

There's a man who waits for the test to see if the cancer has spread yet
And now he asks "So why did I
Wait to live till it was time to die?
If I could have the time back how I'd live!
Life is such a gift."
Is this how the story ends?
Well this is your story and it all depends
So don't let it become true
Get out and do what we were meant to do

(Chorus)
We live
We love
We forgive and never give up
Cause the days we are given
Are gifts from above
And today we remember to live and to love
We live
we love
we forgive and never give up
Cause the days we are given
Are gifts from above
And today we remember to live and to love

(Nudge's part)

(Chorus)

END!!!! lol

I just finished work from yesterday that I didn't feel like doing after I took the test a day late and had 15 minutes of class left. So yeah.
Love you all,
Angel
ily, Nudge...Inside joke.
Well, ily all BFFs!!

x.X|.:Angel:.|X.x